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Okay, I cried little last night. I can’t help it.
Pain is eating me up everyday and I need to let it go.
Don’t want to be lonely and don’t want to be alone,
coz I’ll just remind myself how miserable I am.
It really sucks to be me right now.

Hhhhhhmmm….

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don’t know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you’re the contents of my heart.

Now you’re all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don’t know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Refrain:
Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

Chorus:
There’s a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don’t know if this is forever.

There’s a reason
Why we are together now
And we don’t care if it’s not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I’m not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It’s everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus)
Ad Lib
(Repeat Refrain)
(Repeat Chorus except last word)
(Repeat Chorus)

Coda:
We love each other now…

Today I’ve done something beyond my limitations.
I know it’s my choice and I don’t regret it.
No guilty feeling. Just plain happiness.
What I felt was completely different.
Warm. Excitement. Thrilled that left me wanting more.
It’s like someone came and patch a hole in my life.
No exact words are enough to describe this.
All I know is that I want you more.

9.24.09 11:30PM

Fate brought us together but still I ask, why now?
Why not, six or seven years ago?
In time, I’ve proven that…
“There’s no happen endings, only happy moments.”
Is this one of them?
If it is, I don’t want it to go away.

The thought of you feels a chill inside,
and sends a smile on my face,
Time has been the enemy,
for it always pass too soon and you would leave again.
Do you really want to leave?
Or you just need to.

I look forward to be with you,
but days are like forever.
Few trusted people knows how I feel.
But on this case, it’s just you and me.
Part of me wants you. But why do I want you?
Maybe because, I’m falling slowly…

1:53 AM 9/18/2009

People say they love you at the right moment of their lives…
then disappear at the wrong moments of yours.

People fall in love and eventually, somehow, one day, they just fall out of it.

When I was a kid, I fell from a tree,
but I managed to hold on to a branch.
I was up there for a long time and waited.
The silence, pain in my arms,
the blood pumping in my ears, and I fell.
I couldn’t remember what happened
when I hit the ground.
All I could remember was the agony of holding on
and the wonderful feeling of letting go.

I finally resisted temptation.
I saw you and pretended it was nothing.
Though I waited for you from the usual spot,
Just to see that face I admire.

I noded when you caught my attention.
Rush of blood burst on thy cheeks.|
But ignored it and looked away,
so you’ll not see thy eyes.

I’m starting the week right.
Just keep on ignoring and pretending not to care.

Never wound those you can’t kill.
Meaning…
Never be too sweet to those you can’t love…

~ Some people are just nice to look at.
But that’s it… nothing more.  ~