September 2nd, 2010
There’s so many things in my mind right now. I’m glad I’m NOT stuck in the past, but the things I’m thinking about is everything about the future. My future and everything attached to it. There’s so many things I want to do that sometimes I feel my hands are tied down.
A fortune teller once told me that I need to help myself first so I can help others. I think I know what he means now and I’m not giving up. God knows I’m doing all my best. I know everything will be turn out okay, I just have to keep trying….
Someday soon…
August 1st, 2010
I finally let go of someone whom I thought I can’t live without and I’m proud of myself for doing it. No regrets.
January 8th, 2010
So this is how crying feels like….
Haven’t cried in a long time.
I hope these tears would wash away the hurt inside.
Damn this life.
July 17th, 2009
We just finished our APE early this week and I am reminded (again!) about the findings. Now, I need to do tests, tests and more tests (again!).
I don’t know why but whenever health is concern… I am scared.
April 22nd, 2009
~ Mr. Day Dreaming… revealed. ~
February 27th, 2009
I’ve been strict with my diet these past two weeks because first, I want to look good on our HongKong trip. I have no time to use the treadmill that’s why I watch what I eat. Second, summer is fast approaching so that’s means more beach getaways, hence I want to look thinner compared to last summer. I survived with mainly once a day-half-rice-meal or lettuce-tomato-carrots-cheese salad. Yesterday, I bought couple of carrots but I forgot to prepare them this morning. I went to the nearby mall before going to work because I needed to buy some important things I need to bring for our HK trip. I passed by McDonalds and I remembered the coupon Ruth gave me last Monday. Temptation came down me. I went ahead and bought the double cheeseburger meal. I ate it like I never ate a burger before. My diet is ruined again. Now I know how guilt feels like when you’re strict with your diet.
