I’m currently struggling to cope up with my everyday life. Time has been difficult. It seems that I’m always running of time. When I was I able stand up on my feet again and put my life back on track, something tripped me on the way. Two days ago, we had our AP exams in the office and the doctor advised me to undergo more tests and required me to go to a specialist. The doctor gave me antibiotics that I would take for 3 days and on the fourth day, I would go to hospital for the tests. Today is the fourth day but unfortunately, I have my period that’s why I can’t go. I hate it. Because it will give me more time to wonder what’s wrong with me.
Last night, I didn’t feel well. As in not well at all. And the bad part about it is that I’m in the office. So imagine, it was very uncomfortable. I had extreme headache, my hands and feet were cold, my hands were shaking and I can’t breathe. Like I have a heavy heart. I went to the clinic and they gave me advil but the meds took so long to kick in that the next 2 and a half hours was hell. I immediately went home right after office and slept. Good things I’m suppose to go to my parent’s house which cut down the travel time. I woke up an hour ago and I was okay again. I don’t want to go through that again. The only cure I know is the presence of my little angel.
I promise myself that I’ll go to the doctor on Monday. 8am. Sharp.
It’s a busy weekend for us. Will be going to my sister’s place later this afternoon for her birthday bash. I invited couple of blogger friends that I met online, and I’m not sure if they’ll come. Sad. Then tomorrow we’ll have lunch with friends and relative at home in Bulacan because it’s the hubby’s birthday.
I hope I’ll stay okay until the rest of the day and tomorrow… and forever.
